*sigh* If you don’t want to hear me whine then you bess stop reading now….
ok, but don’t say I didn’t warn you…..
I’m fat. I know, I know you’re thinking well do somthing about it then. *sigh* I want to. but I don’t know how. That sounds stupid, yes I realize that. I’ve alwas been able to diet sucsessfully in the past and I was doing great up until I got sick 2 years ago. Now, it feels impossible. I’ve gained 30lbs in one year!! I know! that’s horrible! See, whenever I’ve went on a healthy eating plan in the past I’ve also exercised, I feel fantastic when I exercise and it inspires me to eat well too. I love walking and jogging, and biking. But now I can’t. I’ve kept waiting to get on meds that work so I can walk and run again, but it’s just not happening. I’m still limping just as much as I ever was. I need a real good easy to do eating plan, that I can easily follow. It’s hard when you have to make a meal for six people and it’s way easier to just est what everyone else is eating. But man I can’t gain more weight, I just can’t I feel like an ogre. I don’t want to go anywhere, I’m embaressed to be this size again. All My clothes are too tight, I look ridiculous but I ca’t afford to buy a whole new wardrobe in a size bigger. *HELP*