Speaking of Mountains….

I’m frustrated. I went to get my monthly blood work done yesterday but I already know the result. I’ve been sick to my stomach all week along with another symptom which pretty much tells me my liver function is wonky again. So I’m expecting my specialist to call Monday morning to tell me to stop taking my medication. Which means since it’s the second time, that we’re back to square one. Ugh, I’m so tired of this! it took a year just to get diagnosed, and I’m still not really diagnosed but there was enough test results to treat me, and 6 months trying to get this med to work, well it’s working but my liver won’t tlerate it. So I’ve had to be on prednisone that whole time too, so I’ve gained 30 lbs in 6 months and my face is swollen. I hate it.

I’m really getting depressed over the weight gain. I can’t exercise because of the pain in my knees and heel, and I’ve been waiing for the medication to really work but thats not working.

I’m super excited for my best friend’s wedding in less then 2 months but at the same time I’m dreading standing in front of people in dress looking like a blow fish. And the pictures? I don’t even want to think about it.

*sigh*